by David’s Daughter
I wish it was lie
That look .. Stare and smile
The secrets that we told
Laughters .. Silly jokes and tears we couldn’t hold
Thought that am a big girl .. Handled all kinds of men before
So whatever he makes me feel it cant be all Real ..
That was my first lie
Oh how much I pray he never meant any of his words
That I was just another toy ..he picked for some crazy moments of joy
One in a million of lighting bugs that crossed his way ..never sharing more than a second in his day
But what about the secrets that we told .. The tears that we couldn’t hold ..
How can a liar wish for a lie ..
How can I ignore his loving sunny light in my darkest night
It was all a lie .. The eyes that we locked .. as he walked away ..
The words I can never say
The moments I can never stop repeating
Can you ask my heart to stop beating
If it wasn’t for that lie ..
I would still be his and he would mine
I did lie again .. Told him you ain’t good enough for me
Told him I ain’t like your other lady bugs
I need a man who can handle me .. For am all what he’s got
Lied Didn’t tell him he was my king
Lied Didn’t tell him I would get drunk by the smell of his skin
That roughness in his chin
Didn’t tell him I could give it all for him .. Even if without that ring
And just For the secrets that we told
Laughters .. Silly jokes and tears we couldn’t hold
He said I guess you are right ..am not the man for you ..
And the secrets that we told in
Laughters .. Silly jokes and tears we couldn’t hold ,, are things you’ve got to let go ..
I got no more love you stories to be told
And that was his first lie
If it wasn’t for his lie .. I would have fought the world for his heart
For the love
The love that he denied while loving me completely
That sweetness of his touch .. When he just couldn’t touch me
The love that he can never pretend while ..
Walking that girl to his imaginary fairy end
The love I can never feel ..
even if i tell me that it’s real
The lie I wish for …
Can be anything but a lie
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