by Ahmed Salah
Yes I am…
Yes i am the bastard , You’ve been talking about
The son of the sin & the product of the lushy moment they had
Don’t say it to ur friends in the back
Try to be a man & stand up in my face & say
يا ابن الحرام
Why am I been banned from all the privileges u have
Screaming dad ur home or shouting I passed my exam
Y’all puffing weed & complaining bout living in severe & at the end of the day yall sleeping في سرير
همك الكبير انك تشرب عصير و لا تجيب رصيد
I can’t afford to dare dream
You have friendz & needz I got dogz & treez
In winter I freeze in summer all i can say iz the heat & def u feel ??
my body filled with fleez everyday I bleed tearz for the past yearz
& everyone seez me az Disease cancer or HIV
damn
I don’t know my own land
I waz brought to this world with no intensionz to be an انسان
They refuzed me denied I’m their son
& I still don’t know if this waz the scenario or non
May be she got raped by some young dumb drunk
Drummed on her & jumped
The choices were :
abortion or adoption but she decided to make me an orphan
My first words were lets run police are coming to avoid the detention
Growing up on left overs & pity & no reputation
The Interpretation of my situation
ur trash iz my luxury
افترش الارض و التحف السماء وانت لا تدري
ارتدي مخلفات الملابس وًانت تكتسي بالمخمل.
I ain’t looking for an apology
I just wanna live in with some dignity
You know what
Fuck your pity don’t give me that 50 ,I ain’t ur kitty kitty cat
Just wanna have some respect in me
See my problem iz no body taught me
All the cases that i faced didnt know what to do everything to me waz a Taboo
& who knew that I cry every night dreaming that I get a casket not being laying in sight
& y’all talking bout human rights.
I stopped blaming & cursing my parents
they deserve to be called tyrants or pirates
I just pray they die & burn in hell with satan
& to this society with a screwed up mentality
البلحه بتعرفوا البلحه … ما عندي ليكم
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