by Ahmed Gihad
But first let me take a selfie
To compensate for my low self esteem
Digging for likes and comments to revive my soul and maybe make me feel like a human for once
Cause I’m so attached to this machine the cables its like my body is feeding off data
Oh wait i got 10 likes already?
Why was i depressed in the first place?
Because I’m stereotyped as a dumb nigga with a smart phone to help me with my life
Well, I could live with that
I don’t mind the loneliness and the prison of illusions i live in as long as I’m satisfied with my social life
Its called social media right
so I’m communicating and enjoying every byte of it
Following my cyber dreams on twitter while adding grams of weight to my body in an instant just so i can look clean and sharp for a picture on Instagram
Hoping i get a 1+ on Google plus and maybe start a joke on 9gag so people can think of me as of the the funniest people on mother earth
But why are my friends leaving Facebook and not connecting with me anymore
Am i the only one left to rot in a grave made of pixels and txts that don’t make sense?
Am I’m a slave to the matrix and I’m the only one that didn’t take the right pill to see the world as it is?
Am i useless just like my resume says?
Am i really a burden?
But i love the fictional world i live in
I like the fake smile it draws on my face
But its fake…..
But its a smile….
Where is the log out button i need to inhale fresh air for a bit
Wait i can do that when I’m using my phone
I hate this live conscious that i have
i remember when i didn’t have it and i was so happy without a single care in the world
Now I’m stuck between thoughts that can ruin me and my whole lifestyle
Already 30 likes before i finished this?
Screw those deep thoughts i was having
I love being a shallow person and my cyber friends love it too